Monday, November 29, 2004

Sakura

Eeeeee! Can't believe what I did last night!

Just gotta be patience. If everything goes well, Sakuras may blossom again~ ^o^



PD trip post?

Hhmm later lah, feel like going to fall sick like tht. Mac on mc again today.

Kar Cher and I both felt so tired. Slept early but still don't feel enough. So many cases today. And so many emergency cases. The users must be going CRAZY!

Thought I can get some PD trip pics to show, but guess everyone was busy. Couldn't show Boo Boo. :(

Kinda weird that the people who brought their cameras, they don't really take much pics. If me, I would take anything that's under the sun. I.e. This is the room I stayed, the bathroom of the room, know what I mean? And speaking of the bathroom... YOWZA! Talk about living in style, and the room itself... it really makes u feel like a princess when sleeping on the bed! Hahahaha! ^__^" Too bad didn't take pics. -_-

Nevermind lah, maybe can go back again... save money lo.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

I'm Back!

Anyone missed me?

Just let me settle some things and I"ll post up a storm.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Space Cadet

Sometimes I wonder if I'm a real "space cadet", or I'm just subconciously enjoy being one just to make people laugh.

When are the people coming out of the bathroom ah? I really need to use it now.

The Original Procastinator.

I'm going to meet colleagues at the Asia Jaya LRT station at 12:00 noon. It's 9:33 p.m. and I'm still in my pyjamas (if you can call it that).

Better make a list of important stuff to check before coming home. Urrm, 10 minutes later lah.

Even I've decided to go, my heart's still whispering me to stay. >_< Heart, stop that or I"ll stab you with a knife!!!

Friday, November 26, 2004

Vulnerable

I'm feeling very vulnerable right now. Just some random thoughts:

Why are we born into this world? All we do is bring nothing but pain and suffering to each other, either intentionally or unintentionally.

Why am I feeling this way? Would it be returned? It's been... What? A few days. One hand also can count. I think I'm being silly again. Crazy? Maybe even stupid. Or all of the above.

How do I expect people to trust me, when I don't trust people? Is this what they call hypocrisy? Honestly, I wasn't like this all the time. Paranoid or bad experiences made me into this?... Please trust me.

Why is it that even when a person is surrounded by so many close ones, and yet they still feel so alone? Something missing? Something just doesn't seem right? I just find it damn sad when a person feels this way.

Just when I'm "up and about", why do I keep doing this to myself? Why do I always keep locking myself behind this "door"? Is it even really locked? Or I'm just afraid to open it? Will it be too late when I've opened it?

Are we all here just to suffer? Suffer in this mortal bondage? When will we be free? Would death means freedom? Or is there anything other than death that can free us?

Don't think I can sleep tonight. It"ll be a very tiring day tomorrow. I better not get sick. Feel like headbutting the wall.

I've Decided

I'm going for that Team Building thing at Port Dickson.

I've always complained that there's no time to mix around with my colleagues due to the work. So, I guess this a good time. Also a good time for some revenge. Oh, it will be sweeet and cold.

Heard that alot of those "upper level" managers are not going. Better. Can have fun and won't have that "Who's that old balding guy with the protruding belly? Is he my boss' boss' boss?" to ruin or distract us to have fun.

Was packing my clothes just now. Dad couldn't understand why I'm bringing 5 shirts. There's always the "just in case" situation. You"ll never know. The last time went to Singapore I didn't took account that it might rain. So, on the trip back, I wore one of the shirt that I wore earlier. A bit of, well... can "sense" something lah.

Oh yeah, earlier I've said the trip would have transport provided right? No, there isn't. We have to car pool to go. Kinda hao siao right? "You are all invited.... if you can get there! AHAHAHAHAH!! MUAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!!!". But then again, I think I'm the only one who doesn't have wheels yet. -__-# *shakes fist*

So, Reflections On The River will be on hiatus till Sunday night. Hopefully when I'm back, there"ll be something blog worthy. Kar Cher says she's going to bring her digicam.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

RadioBlog Update: Invoke by T.M. Revolution

Finally manage to upload another song up. Invoke by T.M. Revolution.

Invoke is the first opening song for the anime MobileSuit Gundam Seed. It has that "keep playing in my head the whole day" factor. So beware. ;)

Enjoy!

I Need To Stop "Just Lie Down For A While"

Lie down for a while at 8 something p.m., when got up, it's 11:30 p.m. How am I going to sleep later??

Kar Cher's on M.C. today. Only "Mac" and I are at work. So, have to do extra tasks, including making sure the cases does not missed it's deadline.

I was soo at it, making sure no deadlines are missd. Cause, the last time I trusted the engineers and the next day, one case about to miss and almost gave Kar Cher a heart attack. Hope today I've proved something.

So late already. 12:00 midnight. Missed Boo Boo online. Must have gone to sleep already. :( Sorry yar, I was totally out.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Crow Mouth

Remember in my previous post, I mentioned that I see "more poop coming my way"? This morning when reached Kelana Jaya Sstation, suddenly felt an immense stomache ache. Have to go to the washroom to errr... make a "pitstop". Have to walk fast fast. Can't run cuz scared too much action my encourage it. At Kelana, I thought that was it. Thought that was over.

When reached office, the ache came back. Quickly dash for the nearest one. Guess what? The stalls are occupied!!! Okay, nevermind head down to the first floor (I'm on the second). The macik is washing it!!! The third, some kind of renovation going on!! The fourth, since no offices here, there are not toilet paper!!! The fifth even worst, lighting and everything is so dim and creepy; no offices and no toilet paper as well!!! Should I try the sixth floor or just head back down to the second floor? I decided the latter. Thank God the stalls are unoccupied now.

Dunno what I ate wrong. Maybe it was that chicken my mom fried for dinner last night. My bro found one piece with black-ish meat. Mine was fine, but guess something is wrong with it.

Maybe I can add my "crow mouth" in my Special Abilities list. -__-"

Monday Flu

The perfect song to listen to while blogging: "Shizuka Na Yoruni by Tanaka Rie"

Just got off a chat with someone whom I've just met online. Hahah, one of the most funniest, cute, and fun person.

Think I'm getting careless with my work. Made some stupid lil mistakes. Need to pull my socks up. How come ah? Nothing distracting me also. The usual err "distractions" also can handle. Maybe it's the on and off flu.

How can I get the flu on and off? Got it on Saturday. Took meds, felt better on Sunday. Sunday afternoon, it came back a bit. Took meds again. Felt better in the morning and felt terrible on Monday afternoon. Came back, was okay til I took a short nap. Woke up and my neck and shoulders are so sore. >_< Maybe I should just go see the doc.

Is it even possible to feel three different emotions at the same time? I dunno. I feel happy, disappointed and that unsure feeling. Happy: So far nothing too bad has happened. Yup, I'm an easily please person. Disappointed: huh. Unsure: As usual lah, what tomorrow will bring? Life is so full of surprises. Good.... bad... surprises. What do I expect? More poop coming my way I guess. I can just see it. Just like Monday evening's weather. It was perfectly clear till I got to the Kelana Jaya station. Out of the blue, it rain heavily. Hoping that things wouldn't go too bad. But then again, if things would go bad, nothing can stop me from living. Well, nothing except Death.

My mom's really going crazy with my old notebook. She's like, totally stuck in front of it! What she's doing? Yahoo! Games. Dunno what she's playing something called Cubix, Avalanche and others. Mostly Puzzle Bobble and Tetris clones. It's almost 3. I'm blogging. And she's gaming. Hahaha, my mom the gamer!!! Try to top that! Maybe I can lure her to Ragnarok Online? Hahaha see how /gg. But that would be soo weird. "Mommy! Mommy! He stole my loot!!" urrmm... -_-"


Anyway, thanks Rubie, for putting a smile on my face the whole night. Ja!

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Good Foo! Yum! Yum!

After the movie and some games at the arcade, we went to Kim Gary. Lunch for Grace, dinner for me, drinks and deserts for Melody, her cousin, Anusha and NCM.

I had this baked rice with cheesy chicken chop. So cheesy! You should try it if you are into cheese. MmmMmM~ Cheese...!! I'm no food critic, so I dunno how to describe it except being "cheesy". Heh, pun intended!

On the way to Mid-Valley, I thought I ran into a fellow blogger. I was taking the LRT. At one of the Petaling Jaya stops. Can't remember where. I think between Taman Bahagia and Taman Jaya?

She walked in, at first I was like:

"Hey, a cute chick!"

"...."

"!!!!"

"Wait a minute, isn't that.... o_O!!". Reaction slow a bit.

Couldn't see where she sat, so can't confirm whether if it's her. Or, go and ask and freak her out, Hehehe ^__^'. If it's her, wow, small world.

Cold meds already kicked in but still *sniff sniff*ing away. Ahh, can't stand it. anymore. Go sleep lo. Or I can kacau my friends with missed calls at this hour of the night. XD Naughty naughty!

Do Not Answer The Call With Your Own Mobile Number On the Screen!!

Heheheh... must have thought it's one of those "Don't drink from plastic bottles!!" messages huh?

1 Missed Call totally kicked ass! I don't really find it scary, but it's very creepy. Creep factor is way off the charts. Go watch it!

Basically it's about a bunch of people dying, after each and everyone of them receiving a missed call. It would leave you a voice message recorded, time and date that are set in the future. Usually the next one or two days. The message? Basically a recording of what you've said before you die!! Creepy huh?

It's a Takeshi Miike film. The same guy who did The Audition and the Dead or Alive (not the *boing boing* game) series. Annd, it's rated "U". What the hell?!? A Takeshi Miike film that's rated "U"?? Someone's gotta be kidding right? Thanks to our Censorship Board, alot of parts were noticebly cut/censored. No wonder "U" lah. But still, it's a good horror film to watch at the cinema. Love it more than Dark Waters.

Only stupid thing is... no no, not the movie, but myself. Only stupid thing is I had running nose today!! My own fault, since I was blogging and reading blogs till the wee hours of the night. Kawa, next time if the next day you are going out, don't stay up too late! D'OH!

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Movie Tomorrow!

Melody messaged me on MSN again today, late in the afternoon.

Melody: "Hi."

Me: "Are you ready? Heheh"

Melody: "What ready? 4 nya."

Me: "Hahaha! Hi, what can I do for you?"

Melody: "You free tomorrow?"

Me: "So far no plans for tomorrow yet. Why?"

Melody: "Wanna watch movie?"

She paste some shit like reference number to 6 tickets that she have booked at Mid-Valley. The movie? One Missed Call. Awright! A horror movie!

Melody: "Comi can't go."

Me: "Commi? Who's that? Your Communist friend from China?"

Meloday: "Comi = Kar Cher. Same thing."

Well, you see, Kar Cher's real name sounds like, well "commie".

Me: "Ookay, who's going? NCM?"

Melody: "Yes. NCM, Grace and me."

Me: "Ooh, Grace. Your bf?"

Melody: "He more into games than movies lah."

Me: "You've asked him?"

Melody: "Asking now."

After awhile,...

Melody: "Anusha is going also."

Me: "Great! Haven't seen her in ages."

Melody: "If you reach there early, can you collect the tickets first? You know me lah, always late."

Me: "Always? Got meh? That day's dinner only mah."

Melody: ":). Anyway, we'll all meet up tomorrow. Seeya."

Me: "Yah, get ready! LOL!"

AWESOME! Watching a horror movie at the cinema. It's Been a while. The last time I saw a horror movie was Dark Waters with my Ex. She screamed like crazy!! x_x I think dogs in a mile radius can hear her too.

I wonder who will grab me during one of'em scary scenes. Hope it's not NCM. LOL! ^o^

Oh, I'm emotional alright. -__-

This morning I was really pumped. Hey, it's finally Friday!

Afternoon, something happened at work, which is work related made me freaking furious and disappointed. Nah, don't want to talk about it. It's over already anyway.

Came back from work. Felt so tired. A bit headache. Not feeling anything.

Later in the night, manage to get *wink wink nudge nudge* to work again and felt great about it.

Mood swings indeed.

Burn Baby Burn! - Part 2

Food's on the table. Melody and friend is nowhere in sight.

Kar Cher called her. Melody said that besides her friend, her bf will be coming along. Just as I suspected. We ordered another "ikan bakar" so that it would be enough.

Anyway, we couldn't wait any longer. Heck! The food can't wait any longer. It would get cold. Who would want to eat cold seafood? Unless it's sushi.

Discovered the type of fish that was burned was a Sting Ray. Great! I've never tried Sting Ray before.... I think. They were shocked. Aiya, what's so shocking? It's not like you have tried every type of meat. Ever tried deep fried cow penis (*BLARGH*)? My point exactly.

The Sting Ray's not bad. Spicy though. Squids' are okay too and I normally don't eat squids. "Lala", errr.... too icky for my liking. One thing's for sure, everything is extremely spicy.

7:10 p.m. Melody finally showed up with her bf, and her friend, Grace. Grace is cute! Melody introduced them to me. I'm the only one who haven't met her bf and Grace.

Melody intro me to her bf as "Neh, that Anime MSN friend." Hahaha! Well, she and her bf are anime freaks as well. Though she prefer anime that dealt with school, relationship, romance and all those bishie types. Her bf watch almost everything under the sun. Earlier recommended Melody to watch Midori no Hibi. They have downloaded an episode and she really liked it. Hahaha! Of course! It's so cute! Though I still haven't watch it.

So, finally they are here. We are already full and they finished off whatever's left of the food. The "ikan bakar" still left half of it. The second "ikan bakar" still not ready.

Conversation is mostly "how's work? blah blah blah haha blah" till I talk to Melody's bf about Anime. Boy we dominated the whole conversation. First it's anime, what titles we watch, then the awesome-ness of Bit Torrents and the monster machines (read: PC) that are available in the market now. Kinda hard talking to everyone. I talk to NCM and Melody's bf in English, Kar Cher and Grace in Cantonese, Melody in Chinese. Once, my whole sentenced mixed up with all three languages: "Zhe Ikan Bakar is really lat!" -__-'

Kar Cher mentioned that I want to get a new car. I clarified that I want to get "A" car. What "new" lah. Melody told her bf that I like Mazda cars too. Meaning: He's also a Mazda car freak!! Dominated the conversation again.

They still haven't caught the second Sting Ray to burn for us. Apparently they have forgot about the second order that we've made. Ooh, forgot to mention that NCM paid for the dinner cuz it was his birthday on Monday! D'oh! Didn't know! What else, wished him Happy B-Day lah. So darn embarrassing. Since everyone's full, we decided to go off.

Kinda weird here, Grace went off by herself. Melody followed her bf of course. NCM and me followed Kar Cher back to her car to get our errrm working backpacks. Kar Cher wanted to drive us to the Pasar Seni LRT station, but we refused. It's so darn near and it would be out of her way. After she drove off, we walked to the LRT station.

Found out that NCM had already told Grace to meet him at the station. Apparently, she's his old college classmate. He knew her for quite some time, even before Melody. And she even knew Ring and Anusha! What the hell!?! She looked kinda familiar, but I really doubt I've met her before. Maybe bump into her somewhere in KL?? *scratches head*

Reached the LRT Station. Saw Grace sitting on one of the benches "fishing". She saw me:"Eh?! Why are you here?". NCM told her that I wanted to see her. *Roll eyes*. Talked to her more, like where she stayed, work, etc. She asked me: "So, you're with Connie? Same department?" I replied: "Yup, SAME DEPARTMENT. Let me clarified that.". She laughed. On the train, talk some more.. bla blah blah blah. She got off at Taman Jaya station, and I got off at Asia Jaya station. My bro picked me up from there. He was out having dinner with his friends as well.

All in all, not too boring dinner. Very tired though. Got back home, after shower just slept till morning.

The next day, saw Melody's bf on MSN. Talk to him about.... what else, anime again. Hahaha, found another anime freak friend. :P

Yosha!!!

Wonder how long it will stay up this time.

Oh, the weekends are here! ^_________^

Friday, November 19, 2004

Profile

ok, last post before I go to sleep. >_<

Don't feel that the profile describes me best. Horny? Err... Well, I'm a normal hot blooded guy *looks away*.

Fraudulant? I admit, I tell good lies that "make sense", but I don't lie often.

Glutonous? Hmm I like good food and eatting, but I don't eat just for the sake of eating.

A non-believer?... I want to believe, but at times too much poop happens that makes me have doubts. Doubts in everything including myself. So a half non-believer? Got such thing??

Violent? Hhmm... I like gory, violent shows. Sometimes I wish people would die a horrible death, but I've never act upon it. I've never even physically hurt any living breathing thing... yet.

I've always hate writting essays about myself back in school. Heck, I hate writting resumes! I've always hated writing positive things about myself. Feels like bragging. Thank heavens it's done. Guess it's still best to find out more about me thru my posts.

Maybe I can ask people to write what they think of me, then put it up... you know, like a back of a novel or a book? "Simply splendid!" - New York Times. LOL!

Burn Baby Burn! - Part 1

Yesterday, at 4:30 p.m. Melody messaged me on MSN:

Melody: "Are you ready?"
Me: "Huh?" *Checks time* "It's only 4:30, I'm off at 5. What time you are going off?"
Melody: "6. Have you packed your stuff?"
Me: "You're off at 6 and you're asking me whether I am ready or not?? Hahahah!"
Melody: "Yes, pack your stuff. Make sure you are ready at 5."
Me: "Hahhaha ooookay. So just to reconfirm, what time are we suppose to meet again?"
Melody: "6:30. Get ready."
Me: "You sure you can make it on time?"
Melody: "Yes, get ready."
Me: "Hahaha, so kan cheong (excited) huh?"

After work, I got down to the lobby and suddenly I received a phone call. Thought it was Melody calling me to check if I am "ready" or not -_-", but it was Kar Cher.

Kar Cher: "Where are you now?"
Me: "I'm down at the lobby. Why? Can't make it already?"
Kar Cher: "No lah, my mom will be fetching my sis. So, we"ll go together."
Me: "Ookay. I"ll wait for you down here."

Kar Cher was suppose to go fetch her sis from KLCC back to where they stay which is Bukit Jalil and come back to Kay El to have dinner with us. Yeah, a pretty far and long trip.

Anyway, we took the shuttle bus to the parking where Kar Cher parked her Kancil. As we were opening the doors:

Kar Cher: "Oh shit! We forgot about NCM!!"
Me: "Oh Yeah!! I"ll call him."

NCM's office's near ours.

As we got into the car, dialled on the phone; I noticed something. Her car is DAMN clean. No sands, leaves or anything on the car floor. Jeez. How do you keep your car clean all the time anyway?? After making arrangements with NCM, picked him up and off we go to Petaling Street. Tell you about Kar Cher's driving: She hit alot of potholes.

Reached KL, found a parking space. Suddenly this guy jumped out and directed us on how to park, turning and all. I asked her if we would need to pay him. Kar Cher said usually they would want us to pay them, she would just pay. After parking the car, Kar Cher paid the guy and I asked him to get a real job please look after her car. He replied with an "Okay".

I don't seem to recall Petaling Street being such a long street. Must be the crowd. Found the "ikan bakar" place at around 6:15 p.m. It's actually beside Hong Leong bank. Just a hawker stall thingy they put out. I thought what. They ordered the "ikan bakar", "lala", and squids. For 4 people. I asked them if 4 is enough as Melody will be bringing a friend. NCM said not enough order again. The guy there told us the food would be ready at 6:50 p.m. Does it really took that long to burn some seafood?

Sat down, ordered some drinks. Talk a lil and it's 6:30 p.m. already and Melody haven't show up yet. They asked what time Melody told me what time she's meeting us. I told them 6:30 and they burst out laughing. They say she's usually fashionable-ly late. Kar Cher predicted she would reach here at aroun 7:20 p.m. Hmm.

6:45 and sill waiting for food. Almost finished the drinks so we ordered more. 6:50 and the food are here! Wow, pretty punctual! But Melody's still not here yet!! How ler?!

Crap, it's 2:00 a.m. right now. Guess I'm still darn long winded. I"ll just make this a 2-parter and continue tomorrow night. Ja!


Is This What They Call Post Holiday Blues?

Was feeling awful lethargic yesterday.

Did not have to work for 4 days straight. Only 4 days and when I came back to work, don't feel like working.

Though very busy, have to fight it through. Crap.

And then there was the whole "ikan bakar" dinner thingy with ex- colleagues. I"ll leave that for another post.

Today's better though. I don't want to jinx myself by talking about tomorrow.

It's just one more day and it's the weekends again!! Yosh!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Gloves


Useful at BBQ parties.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

A Post About Coffee But Leads To More Stuff

Had a sudden craving for coffee just now. Sigh, almost 11:30 p.m. and suddenly have craving for coffee. Don't think I will get enough sleep if I drink it. Hopefully a glass of Tang would do something about the craving.

Aiii, my RadioBlog's not working again. I"ll just leave it as it is. Free and when in the mood, I"ll try re-upload the whole thing.

Tomorrow going for "Ikan Bakar" (errmm Burned Fish?) with a few ex-colleagues at Petaling Street for dinner. NCM, "Melody" and maybe "Kar Cheh" going. "Melody" said she would be bringing a friend. Hhmm... her boyfriend?

I'm not much of a fish eater but according to them, the ikan bakar is quite good. I haven't heard about it. They say it's the one near the Popular Book Shop. Hhmmm... fish. Wonder will I get allergy from it or not. YES! M.C.! Eehhh... determined to climb higher at the coporate ladder already and still hoping for M.C. -_-'

I guess this week will be a short working week. Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.

On the 20th something, we will be having a Team Building thingy at Port Dickson. Tomorrow's the last day to register. I still haven't make up my mind whether I should go or not. I've seen the list of those who are invited to go. Not many chicks:

Not many chicks = not many swimsuits/bikinis.

Soooo disappointed. I guess I"ll just register first and see whether I want to go or not when the date's nearer. Seriously, why I'm still considering whether I should go or not is because it's going to be on the weekends. So, the week will be working till Friday. Then Saturday wake up early to go to office to take the bus together with the others to PD. Then probably Sunday at the end of the day come back and on Monday work again. Like no rest at all. Kinda idiotic. *grumble mumble*

Finished watching my FMA vol.3 DVD. Only 10 more episodes left. DVD Vol.4 not out yet. Aiii what would I do lah?!?! So chi kek (exciting) already!! Maybe get Midori no Hibi to watch first, only 13 episodes.

FMA episode 37 was sooo funny! Had me in stitches the whole 1/2 hour ^o^. They retitled it to Flame Alchemist. Even the starting monologue they've changed it to Riza Hawkeye's: "This is the story of Roy Mustang and his men." LOL! They should have changed the opening to Roy Mustang and gang though. Like how Nadeisco did with the Gekkiganger episode. Too bad they didn't. It was a 2-in-1 episode. The first one titled "The Fighting Lieutenant" and the second "The Haunted Warehouse no.13". Wahahaha... can't continue typing. Just thinking of this episode makes me laugh maniacally. I haven't even do an intro to the whole series yet and here I am talking about an episode. Geee... ^__^. What Roy said about facing real living breathing people is harder than facing ghosts is so true.

I guess it's time to wrap this post up. Hhmm, no profanity at all in this post. Not bad eh? ^__- If this continues, maybe I can strike off "swear less" in my "want to be" list. Maybe can add in "stop referring to girls as chicks". Aahh, one thing at a time Kawa, one thing at a time.



"Potato + Tomato = Pomato!!!"

What's Going On With My RadioBlog Now?

It doesn't seem to be playing. Have tried clearing the cache and temp files and it still won't play.

Files are still at the server. Sigh, damn annoying.

Backing Up Is Very Important

You"ll never know when disaster will strike.

Screwed up my template last night. Didn't back it up earlier. So have to revert it to the original template and then add all the stuff back in. Made a copy of the current template now.

I think I better back up my old posts as well.

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what have i done now??
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When The Cats Are Not At Home, The Rats Come Out To Play

Or some shit like that.

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!

Dishes are not washed or not washed cleanly! Lights are not off when not in used!!!

Do I have to do everything??!!

Monday, November 15, 2004

So Lazy

I need to get my sorry ass off and do something.

Past few days have been just FMA, listening to music, mp3, blog, FMA, music, mp3, blog.... Need to do something productive.

Ohh, Kawa you lazy ass. Review the CDs? Nah still listening to them. Whenever I wanna pop a disc into the drive, I have a hard time deciding: T.M. Revolution or Duku Langsat?

Full Metal Alchemist (FMA) have been really good. Greed sure is one greedy guy. Besides women, power, fame and fortune, he wants immortality as well. But eventually he found out that he can't have his cake and eat it too. I wonder how the expression "you can't have your cake and eat it too" came to be? Why can't I eat it? It's my cake and I can do whatever I want with it, no? Anyone have any idea?

All the Deadly Sins have appeared. Lust, Gluttony, Envy, Sloth, Greed, Wraith and Pride. But where is Pride? Only heard Lust and Envy mentioned him or her. I think I have an idea who....

Just downloaded the mp3 of FMA's third opening song Undo by Cool Joke. Another rocking song.

New Mug Shot

Not exactly new, but taken together with the previous one.

Dug out the CD that came with the camera. Installed the software to touch up the pic. Though lazy to resize it, I used SnagIt to screen cap it instead. Didn't cap properly though. Can see the beige coloured frame Hahaha.



Got time only fool around with it some more.

RadioBlog - IT's Gonna Rain by Bonnie Pink

New song is up. Hope you all would enjoy it as much as I do.


"It's all the rain's fault, no! thanks to it."

Cold

Is everyone getting sick?

Crap. Yesterday was sneezing like mad. Took running nose meds and today I've a slight cold. You know, joints a bit ache, drowsy and nose a bit stuffy.

Took cold meds. Just waiting for it to kick in and go get some sleep. Falling sick on a public holiday? Too cruel. Should fall sick tomorrow night. Then can get m.c. Heeheh.

So fast, it's already the third day. Don't feel like going back to work.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Social Life? Is It Edible?

On Friday, someone on MSN asked me what would I be doing for the four day weekend:

Friend: "So, what are you going to do during the weekends and holidays?"

Me: "Hhmmm... hide at home and watch anime lo."

Friend: "Not going out meh? I'm going to play bowling."

Me: "No wo."

Friend: "Friends ler? They didn't ask you out? Didn't plan anything with them?"

Me: "Friends?? Hahahahahah!! HAAHAHAHAHAHA!!"

Friend: "...." "Don't you have a social life?"

Me: "What is that? Can eat one ah? Delicious or not?"

Friend: "...."

Friend: "Okay lah, work coming in already, I gotta go."

Me: "Hahahah!! Okay bye!"

It's that sad, well... not really sad, since I'm used to it already and I'm a loner to begin with.

After school or college, paths are chosen. Some would be the same, some would not. Some are hitched, spending more time with their loved one and some left alone. Hey, even lost contact already, doesn't mean not friends anymore right? Let's leave it at that. Type more about it would make me go into bitching mode again.

Yesterday's haul should be able to keep me entertained for 4 days kua.

Yay! Peace At Last!

You know what? Parents left for Lumut this morning. They won't be back till Tuesday night.

WOOOHOOOOOO!!! No nags! No complaints for 3 days!! ^_____^

Now if someone could just take away my brother and the old people, everything will be perfect for at least 3 days.

I've Got It!

Why I've never thought of it? The stain is on the other side!! D'oh!!

Manage to clean it. Now it's squeaky sparkling clean!

Once again, the world is saved by Kawa! Remember to tune in next week,.... same Kawa time,.... same Kawa chanel!

THERE IS BLOOD IN MY CD CASING!!!

See this, looks perfectly innocent right?:



Take a closer look! Look look! At the corner there!:


Sheesh, kinda funny. "Smile! You have blood in your CD casing!"

Though a bit hard to make out from the pic, but I can assure you, the reddish colour looks like its blood red!

Did I touched it? NO!! Who do you think I am? One of those idiots in the movies, where the idiot would touch an unknown substance, and the substance suddenly turned into some kind of blob/monster and swallow the idiot whole? I'm not that dumb you know! Now where's my Dettol?

I've tried wiping it. Even tried using the steel wool to scrub it and it won't come off. I gave it to my mom a look:

Me: "Ma, you wearing your specs right? Can you take a look at this? Does it look like blood to you?"

Mom: "Hmmm..." *touches it* "It looks like a stain to me."

Okay, maybe when the movie ends, my mom can be credited as Idiot No. 4 or something.

Me: "*rolls eyes* I know it's a stain, but does it look like blood stain to you?"

Mom: "Nah, it looks like a food stain. Looks like its there for quite a while. Did you eat while holding it? How many times have I told you not to eat in your room?!"

Me: "I've just bought the CD and Ma, I didn't eat anywhere near it!"

Mom: "Go and change it lah."

Me: "Everything works fine lah. CD's perfect. Go and change, people think I'm siu jia or something."

Mom: "Aiya, biao kin lah like that."

How could this had happened?? I've already composed a story in my head. While the factory worker was working on the CD Casing Making machine, he accidentally flatten/chopped off his fingers. Blood splattered everywhere. Especially on the CD Casing. Being the cheap bastards cost effective company that they are, they've decided to wipe/wash off the CD Casing since it's still perfectly unscatched. But of course in this case, they've missed a tiny spot.

Could have been worst... coulda been a pube. Back to scrubbing!

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Shopping

I went shopping today!! Went to KLCC and SM Shopping arcade. Ahhh, KLCC... the place where the classy chicks hang out. Unlike Sungai Wang... heheh, no offense ah. Though I like Sungai Wang, but there are so many Ah Lians there. *ducks!* Okay, Okay! Pretty Ah Lians ok? *ducks!*

Check out my haul:


Heh, surprise that there's no action figure in it? -_^

Top row, left to right:
Latest issue of AniWave and Full Metal Alchemist DeeVeeDee Vol. 3

Urrm, bottom left column, top to bottom:
L'Arc~en~Ciel CD - Smile and T.M. Revolution CD - Coordinate.

Errr, bottom right:
Latest issue of AniMedia, a Japanese Anime news mag.

Bought the mag mainly for some Gundam Seed Destiny visuals and the goodies.

Check out the goodies that came with the mag:

Full Metal Alchemist trading card(s). They are in a tiny envelope that's glued in between pages.


Galaxy Angels Memorial Booklet and Full Metal Alchemist Memorial Quiz Booklet

The CDs:


Basically I took Morticya33's advice and bought L'Arc~en~Ciel's (sigh, hate typing their name) latest album "Smile". It has Ready Steady Go in it. There's a slight difference than the one I have in my RadioBlog. For instance, before the song starts, the lead singer would say: "Are you ready?", and then somewhere in between of the song, he would say it again.

Bought them both from Tower Records. Few days earlier my bro phoned me and told me he saw T.M. Revolution's Coordinate there. Was going to order from www.yes-asia.com. So, decided to go check it out today and found L'Arc~en~Ciel's Smile as well. How's the CDs? Later I"ll review both. Still listening to them. Short version of the reviews would be they are both rocking my CD-ROM drive right now. ^__^

Anyway, back to KLCC. Heheh, the place never fails to "cuci" my "mata". And alot of chicks in pink as well. It's not that I have a fetish thing for chicks in pink, but just that it never fails to attract me to have another look. Same goes for red.

The last time I went there, I thought the Guardian there had disappeared from the face of the Earth. But it's actually moved next to Tower Records. Heck! I didn't even know they have a Tower Records there until my bro phoned me that day!! x_X

Gosh!! LAr... Aiii! screw it, from this day on, I will call them Duku Langsat!!! Just finished listening to Duku Langsat's Smile. Darn they are good!!! Have to thank Morticya33 for this. Ooohh, thank you Morticya!!! ^o^

They also have one of their greatist hits album, from 1998 to 2000 something. Maybe I can get that the next time.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Notice Anything Different?

Profile and side bar are updated, check it out!

Weird Feeling

I keep having this weird feeling that I'm forgetting something important. What could it be?

Feeling a bit sickly as well. Maybe it's a slept late and just woke up thingy?

Goggles!!!

I NEED TO GET A PAIR OF GOGGLES!!! (if their cheap lah)

Yeah, just woke up in the middle of the night just to post this. I keep making mental note to myself to check out the price at that shop at Berjaya Timesquare, where a buddy of mine bought his army camo pants. Apparently my mental notes always ends up in the Recycle Bin. So, I'm posting this here.

Goggles, what for? I dunno, I've always wanted a pair. Not that I ride bikes, sky diving or anything. Dunno, figured just maybe wear on my forehead or around my neck? *shrugs*

Hhhmmm, now that I've recalled, the chicks at that shop quite cute also. Gegegege....



"Arggh! The goggles! They do nothing!!"

How Depressed Are You?

Depressed..
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.


How Depressed are You?
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Hey, I'm okay already, really! It's just for fun nya. Things have been much clearer lately. But I guess it sure descibe me to a "T" when I'm depressed.

But sometimes I still do "stare at things blankly", lost in my own world.

Anime and Random Stuff

Just finished Vol.2 of Full Metal Alchemist. Sigh, the past few episodes of Full Metal Alchemist have been sooo emotional. It sure did made my mom interested. The good english subtitles helped too. Damn good lah, this series. Right up there with Cowboy Bebop.

A list of anime that I want to watch. Maybe I can put it at the side err bar? frame or some shit?:

- Midori no Hibi (GRRrrrr... a must watch!)
- Gundam Seed Destiny (DVD not out yet)
- Tenjo Tenge (heheheheheheh...)
- Full Metal Panic and Full Metal Panic: Fumuffo
- Gantz
- Steamboy
- Get Ride! AMDriver
- Transformers: Super Link
- Ragnarok: The Animation
- Samurai Champloo (at least the DVD's not out yet)
- Ikki Tousen (Hehehehehe...)

Wah! Die lah...

I suddenly have this urge to just go out and roam a few places tomorrow. KLCC, S&M Shopping Arcade and maybe MidValley Megamall. Dunno if the time or weather permits or not. Friday need to go back to work some more.

Crap! I think I am forgetting something here. Sei lah *scratches head*...

Thanks to Hsin (Not sure if I should put a link to her blog or not, people's blog mah), I'm now into L'ar-en-Ciel's songs. Also, just downloaded "Bomb A Head! Returns" (mp3) by M.C.AT feat. DA PUMP. It's the opening theme of Tenjo Tenge (heehehe...). M.C.AT also did the second fighting theme of Kamen Rider Faiz - "The People With No Name". Both are really catchy, Hip-Hop + Rap. Need to put it up on my RadioBlog.

Noticed that my most downloaded song on KazaaLite is Bonnie Pink's "It's Gonna Rain". I left it on over night last night and the Upload screen was filled with it. Guess alot of people loved it. Another song need to put up on my RadioBlog.


"I think its suppose to be called Bomb Ahead! *scratches head... shrugs*"

I Still Remember

Even though everyone has forgotten about you....

I still remember your warmth,

your voice,

and your smile.


Edit: Ei? Thought I've credited the quote? Musta have been in a trance again. Anyway, the above quote is from Full Metal Alchemist by Edward Elric. Obviously he's talking about his brother Alphonse. I really love it. It's so simple, and yet beautiful.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

"What happened to my testimonials???!! What happened?!?.."

".... bloody f***ing jibai (vagina) Friendster!!"

I think someone needs to take a chill pill.

Testimonials in Friendster, like so "fake" one. Basically it's implying "I write you nice nice testi, you write me nice nice one back okay?" -_-

I rather people write bad things about me, but hey, that's just me.

Dawn's Carriage

Me: "AAAAAKATSUKIIII NOOOOO~ KURUMA WOOO MIOOKUTTE~ ORENJI NOO~ HANABIRA YUUREETERU IMA MO DOKOKAAAA~..."

Mom: "Siao ah!? Now what time already?!!? Kii Hiao ah!?"


Split!

One of my contact lenses splitted this morning! Didn't realise until I got to the office.

As usual, got up and did the rituals before going to work. While on the way to the office, my right eye was getting irritating. Can't help but kept rubbing it. Thought I might have wore my lens the other way round. Or worst, it's splitted.

When reached office, it's still irritating. Quickly accept all cases and assign them out. Told and explained to Ah Cheh I need to check my lens.

Took them out and had a look at it. Everything seems perfect. Put them back in.... "GARRRGGH!!" Suddenly, there's this agonising pain in my eye. I quickly took them out again and check. Yup, the lil sucker has splitted.



Dunno how it happened. Maybe when I took it out or washing it with solution was a bit too rough on it? We"ll never know. Rest in.... errmm.... pieces.

Didn't brought my specs or an extra pair of lenses with me. Had to call home to get Mom and Dad to bring me my specs. Wanted to ask them to bring a new pair of lenses but they dunno where I kept them in my room. So, I just save the trouble of explaining them where to find them and just asked them to bring my specs.

Boy, it sure is weird wearing my specs at work. Just really not used to it. Whenever walked pass a reflective surface and I can see myself wearing specs, during that micro-milli second, I have this "Who the hell is this?" kinda reaction -__-'.



And when I got home, I wanted to take out my lenses and realised that I'm already wearing specs. -__-"

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

SeexteeKayGee

Dang! ML, you are right. I'm thinner already. Just took my weight. I'm only 60kg.

I used to be fatter heavier. I weighed around 63kg to 65kg(and sometimes 66kg). For a guy, that's considered as light.

Here's what I thought why I lost so much weight:

1. My ex, my then gf dump me. Heart broken = No appetite.
2. Didn't eat as much fast food as before.
3. Eat less.
4. Choosy, no delicious food around my office.

Now, Point No.1 and No.2 played a big factor. They actually go hand in hand. When my ex was still my gf, whenever we go shopping, movies or just hang out at the mall. We would usually have lunch or dinner at a fast food joint ala Pizza Hut, KFC, McD's, Burger King etc. etc. etc.

Usually she doesn't eat much. So, I have to be the Bandaraya and "clean up" her left overs. Even if we weren't having fast food, I would still need to "clean up" her left overs.

Oh, and let's not forget those darn interesting (and fun! and cute!! ^__^) Happy Meal toys!! ^__________^

There were like, always a bunch to collect. They would change the toys after every two days. If they have 10 toys per set, guess how many times I've ate fast food in a month? You do the math lah.

Yeah, I know I can just buy the toy. But whenever reached there, it's just too hard to resist. And when I eat, boy do I eat. Besides the meal itself, it would always be accompanied by the Chocolate Sundae!!! ;P~~

I've already figured out a plan to gain weight again:

1. Find a gf who don't eat much. If not, at least a makan kaki. A makan kaki who eat less than me.
2. Eat more Occasionally take fast food.
3. Don't be choosy.
4. Don't take the stairs. No wait, the stair's for my butt.

That should work. Any more ideas feel free to chip in.

On a totally unrelated note, something happened tonight (should be last night already kua). Aa no, a bit too tired to post already. It'll have to wait till tomorrow. Heh, tease-tease a bit.


"Live To Eat"

Discovery

Discovery No.1: I'm an idiot.

Discovery No.2: My Dad's video-slash-digicam can actually take clearer pics.

You can turn the lens to adjust the focus, to either take close up pics or normal. And then, there's the zoom. But I already know that.

See this?



Well, it's not exactly the clearest pic but it's definitely clearer than this:



Ooo, I'm going to have so much fun tomorrow. Heheheheh...

I Broke My Predator

I took out my Predator action figure out of the display cabinet and played fiddle around with it for a while.

I left it on my table standing. I accidentally knocked it off the table.

When I saw it on the floor, at first I thought the mask just came off. It was actually the head broke off from the neck. -_-"

Here's the head:



Here's the body:



Well, I at least can have a lil fun with it:


Ice Armour He-Man Just Kicked Predator's Ass



Victory Shot



"YARRRRRRRR!!! That's what you get for being a product of McFarlane Toys!!!"


Monday, November 08, 2004

I've Found Jesus

O M G! I sooo want this! O_o


Broken Record

Don't you hate it when people keep asking you the same thing over and over and over and over and over and *siiiigggh* over again?

Each and every time you have answered them. And finally that 1634987th time, you cracked and answered with a disatisfaction in your voice; they say that you are being rude. >.<


The return of Kawa's Iron Headbutt *echos*!!!!

*Bangs head on wall*

Sunday, November 07, 2004

BOOOYAAA!!

No, I'm not going to jinx myself. But look down below. Yup! I'm going to leave it that way for a day or two and see how it goes. Dunno, they might decide that I'm violating the terms and conditions. -_-'

On Friday, someone actually praised me "handsome". AAAHaHAhaHA!! *gets up from the floor...* Now, I'm not handsome, but I'm pretty confident that I can turn 2 out of 5 girls' heads. Hahahahah!! Was I thinking out loud again? *Ahem*Wonderful weather today, it didn't rain*ahem*.

I'm actually updating my profile right now. Drafting it actually. Dunno what to write. My friend suggested that I should use the Dante's Inferno results. That's a good idea, can write funny funny stuff. But I want to add more. Hhhmmm.... "My name is Kawa. I am a boy. I live in Subang Jaya...."

Blog design? Err... That will have to wait till I get Photoshop. Need to find out which version my comp can support. Grrrr, the bane of having an old comp!! *shakes fist at the sky*

Just because I can:



I actually wrote the "I Was So Freaking Wasted" post on Friday morning at the office. Shhhh ^_-! Didn't manage to finish it till last night.

2:30p.m. already, and no lunch yet. Better go ask Mom. Maybe it's one of those days I have to go hunt for squirels or pluck cherries.

Chasing Dreams

Ever since that day, I have lost my dreams.

I've thought they were gone for good.

I was wrong. They are still somewhere out there.

I'm going to get them back.

Now I'm running forward towards the future chasing my dreams.

Eyes focusing on the present,

sometimes looking back over my shoulder at the past.

If I've achieved my dreams, would they still be dreams?

I do not know. I am going to keep on chasing them anyway.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Tadaima!!

Tadaima, tadaima minna!

Wah, so tired. Gotta reach for the bed....


Ready Steady Go by L'ar-en-Ciel is playing on my Winamp, so genki; but yet so tired... ahhh

My Bed: "Kaaawaaaaaa~ come to meeeee~ come hereeee~ follow my soothing sultry voice~"

-_-ZzZzz

Disappointment and Stuff

I'm soo disappointed with someone right now. :(

Finally, I'm enlightened of few things. Funny how sometimes watching anime can make you realise.

Ahh, so much to post. No time yet. Need to go out. When I'm back, I think it would be a Blogathon. If not, I guess it's watching Full Metal Alchemist.

Found a free web host with php access. Will give it a try. Hahah, I'm such a cheap bastard.

^_-*

Friday, November 05, 2004

I Was So Freaking Wasted

Last night, we had another meeting thingy at that pool/bar place at Mid Valley Megamall. This is due to the take over merging of the group I am in with Cust Serve group.

Not alot of people from our account went there. Only 4 on site engineers went.

There's food too. They let us eat first. Then it's 20 minutes of presentation of the new evil empire organizational structure. The presentation was annoying. "Ahh, Good Evening, ahh... this is our ahhh.. new org chart.. ahh... for the ahh next ahh slide." -_-#

After that it's fun time. Or as much fun as I can get. Played a match or two of pool. It's been a long time since I've played, of course I got my ass handed to me.

Oh there's Foosball too. Really had fun with that, we paired up and had a 4 person match. We played so fast, we had to ask the ermm... staff? waiter? whatever they are called there to keep feeding the machine with coins.

Ooh, I've also met that girl I always kacau at CS whenever I called to log in a call. Before this night, I've actually met a guy from there, asked him who else is here that night... he then pointed at a girl walking towards the washroom: "There, J is here."

I immediately went to intercept her. I stood in front of her, blocking her way. She tried to walk past me by my right, but I side step to my right and block her way again. Her face turned to a panicky-look looking at me. I then said: "J! It's me! Kawa!" Her panic look turned surprised and then she laughed: "Oh! It's you!". I replied: "Did I gave you a scare? :P"

I then let her go to the washroom. When she came back, I introduced her to Mac and the other onsite engineers. Ah Cheh have went home though. Too bad. I asked her who else from CS is here? From what she told me, apparently those who I've spoked to on the phone have all went back after the presentation. Aiya, want to see how they look like. She intro me to those who I've not spoken to before instead.

After a few matches of one on one violent game of Foosball, we then went back. After my shower, posting my profile pic; I collapsed on to my bed. Totally out.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Profile Pic

Hey, look! I've put up a profile pic of myself! Hope it doesn't scare anyone away. ^o^

What's with the gloves? Ah, they are replicas that came free with a Japanese anime magazine called Animage (Sept 2004 issue). They belong to a character from The anime Full Metal Alchemist ( Hagane No Renkinjutsushi), called Colonel Roy Mustang AKA The Flame Alchemist.

Confession time! I took the pic in my bathroom. Heheh, yeap! Sad thing is, that's the only place in the house well lit to take faces. So of course, if I am to semi-cosplaying as the Colonel himself, can't be in a bathroom mah. So embarrassing. Heh! So, I decided to "paint" over the bathroom "background".

Took the pic when I came back from work. I looked a bit tired. Or maybe "a bit" is an understatement. But, I am satisfied.

Let's see, what's next to update? Ahh the profile!! More of me will be exposed!!!.... Errmm not physically ah. ;P

Okay lah! I think the cold meds are kicking in. Gotta go to bed lo! Good night~!



"Oyasumi!"

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

You Can Tell I Am Bored.

Which Gundam Seed Character Are You?

My results:

HASH(0x896ce60)
You're Kira!


Gundam Seed Character Quiz
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Geez.

Inner self vs. Outer self

Saw this at someone's blog, The Inner Self Vs Outer Self test. My result:

your inner self is perceptive, emotional and everchanging. You see things your way and feels you are treated unfairly a lot of times.
your outer self is impulsive and rash and you try to control it. You can hide your thoughts but you can't hide your emotions. Be aware of that.

inner vs. outer self tested by ibiki



Hmmm, is this true? Anyone know me close enough to judge me?

Give it a try.

A Practice In Politics

Okay, let's give this a try:


I will definitely probably eat nasi lemak tomorrow.


Hmmm, not bad. *rubs chin* ;)

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

"Melissa"

Nothing like listening to this song to brighten the day night things up. ^_^

*SPLASH!*

You know, when you thought everything's going to be alright... at least not as bad you think it would be, nothing like a icy cold bucket full of r.e.a.l.i.t.y splashed on you; telling you: "No."

What I've feared, is true. A bit too personal to post. No, I didn't make anyone pregnant!!

Just want to vent.

ML, I"ll tell you about it when you are online and free to talk. ;|






"You Will Carry This Weight."

Monday, November 01, 2004

I Think I've Figured It Out.

No, not about the secrets of the universe. It's about why I can't upload my RadioBlog files to Tripod Lycos.

Apparently, it was a glitch all along that I could upload files that large using their WebFTP. You see, I am suppose to only able to upload a maximum file size of 200kb by using WebFTP. But, previous times, I was somehow able to upload more than that (max was 3.0MB).

I guess they've finally figured a way to put a whammy on me. Use FTP Client? Tried. Can't even connect. According to the Tripod Help Forumns, most Asian countries faced this problem. We are not able to connect using FTP Client. Have to make do with WebFTP but can't do shit if it's a >200KB file. Idiots.

It was good while it lasted.