Friday, December 31, 2004

Brotherly Love



Toffie is sick. Tiny (not so tiny anymore) sensing it, decided to accompany him. Awwwww~

Pics Of Myself That I Took Last Night

Couldn't sleep. Nothing to do. Felt my hair was perfect last night and haven't really show my "new" hair cut. So Snap Snap. Actually I took more than this. Just not feeling that vain to post all up. Heh.








As you can see, basically the same style. Only shorter and thinner. Thinking of leaving the front a bit longer the next time. If not nice then on the spot ask her to cut it.

Any comments or opinions are always welcome! But you better be able to take it as well as you can dish it. :)

Making Coffee

Me: *glug glug glug*

Mac: Hey, you just made that coffee right?

Me: ?? Yeah...?

Mac: How you drink?

Me: I.... use my mouth?

Mac: No lah! I mean, so hot, how you drink?

Me: Oh, I mixed it with a bit of cold water.

Mac: Ohh, yah hor!

Me: ....

Jeez

Went to KLCC again last night.

I really dunno why. Just felt like going. Bought some mangas and mags. They came with 2005 calendars and other goodies.


NewType January 2005 issue.

It came with these:

Left to right - Gundam Seed Destiny Characters and Mobile Suits (MS) Design booklet, calendar.



Animage January 2005 issue.

Came with these:

Left to right: Another GSeed Destiny booklet (front and back cover), desktop (not PC lah) calendar.

Mangas:

Yup, more Midori no Hibi manga. Vol. 5 and 6.

That's all folks. Slept at 4:00 a.m. today. Dunno why, kinda tired, but just can't sleep. Now a bit sleepy. x_x

Just found out that my Kai Kor's wedding is not on Saturday but Sunday. Saturday is some sort of dinner Stag and Hen night.

Some Survey Posted By Someone In My Friendster.

Well, nothing to do mah.

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o1. what song are you listening to rite now?
:x: Drivin Through The Night by Move

o2. shirt you are wearing now?
:x: Blue colour Hush Puppies

o3. have you showered?
:x: Yes

o4. now who is on your mind?
:x: Myself

o5. now, whose lyrics do you like so much?
:x: River by Tatuya Isii

o6. now, where do you want to go?
:x: Not sure yet.

o7. what movie do you want to watch in the
cinema?
:x: Currently, horror movies, Phantom of the Opera, Meet the Fockers.

o8. now, what do you want to do?
:x: Blog

09. now, what are you eating and drinking?
:x: Just drank coffee

10. current mood right now?
:x: Urm "Ok" mood?

11. when was your last birthday?
:x: June

12. where did you buy your school bag?
colour?
:x: School bag?? Hahahah! Though I still use a bag, some bag shop in Mid Valley Megamall.

13. where did you buy your pencilbox?
colour?
:x: Don't use pencilbox anymore.

14. how was school today?
:x: HAHAHAHAHHA!!! XD

-STUDIES-

o1. best subject?
:x: English

o2. worst subject?
:x: Maths and Chinese

-LAST TIME-

o1. last time you fall in love?
:x: Few years back.

o2. last movie you watched?
:x: One Missed Call

o3. last shirt you wore before this shirt?
:x: My "pyjamas" shirt.

o4. last thing you held?
:x: My handphone.

o5. last time you cried?
:x: Few years back.

o6. last place you went?
:x: The office pantry.

o7. last sms you received?
:x: Last nite.

o8. last testimonial you got?
:x: A few months back. I don't really care.

o9. last message you got (friendster)?
:x: Xmas.

10. last email?
:x: Few minutes ago.

13. last you called?
:x: Just a few minutes ago, to a user.
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Hahah, mou liu did till the 8th question only realise this is not the survey I wanted to post. Since I almost finished it, might as well, just post it. :P

Edit:
Some how, now I can't find the survey that I wanted to post. Weird.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

My New Year's Resolution Should Be:





Your New Years Resolution Should Be: Get some





It's not that you don't get any...
Well, it is that you don't get any
And if you don't get lucky soon,
You may find a Real Doll under your tree next year!





OOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!

You know what's the saddest thing? I did this test twice. The first time I put the worst possible answers, I got this. The second time, I answered it with the truth and I still got this!!!

GGGRRRRRRR!!!

This Saturday: Wedding.

My Kai Kor(godbro, real one and yes I am a Kai Tai) is getting married. This Saturday.

Knew about it when my mom told me not to make any plans this Saturday. Appaerently everyone knew about it since last week. How come I dunno? Hmmm... I dunno wo. But they did came over last hmmm Saturday. I was taking my afternoon nap and woke up to see my Kai Yea and him here. So, that's what's all about.

Hhmmm.. how ah? Need to give ang pow? Wah, timing very nice hor? Pay just out only :P . Nevermind lah, my Kai Kor.

Anyway, congratulations!!

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Just When I Make An Effort

To mix around with people, make friends... then something would turn up and the situation just won't allow me.

But what am I complaining? I'm used to it already.

Every night...

I get so tired. Even when I did not go to KLCC or SM Shopping Arcade or....

Any tips? Exercise? AAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The only thing I can think of is coffee. But I don't want to drink 3 cups a day. Currently it's 2.

These days, it's not like I want to procastinate. I'm just so tired.

Edit:
Oh and Morticya (eerr how you type your nick ady ah) in case you are reading this post... I DID NOT WANK EVERYNIGHT!!

hahaha...

Random Stuff: 28/12/2004, Tuesday.

Well, what can I say? The past few days have been depressing. 55,000 and rising.

Kar Cher's on leave today. There isn't much work today at the office. Spent most of the time watching trailers at Apple.com. Shhhh! ;)

It all started when I visited Spawn.com's forum. Saw a post saying the Sin City trailer is out. Actually, I knew a movie of the comic book is in the works. The trailer is freaking cool. Check it out in my previous post!

When the truth seems so far away~ Buddha loves you and~ Jesus saves~

Kinda proud at how I reacted (especially emotionally) to some situations. Again, heh as I've said it to some of you before, guess I've matured some more and not as shallow. Heh, I'm not shallow one mah, just like to act out of character at times. ;)

This Friday is new year's eve. Wanted to go to the KLCC New Year's Eve countdown. Then heard friends saying that it will be jam packed, and will take forever to get home. Just like the last time. So, now I am having second thoughts. Hmm, We"ll see on Thursday. If I feel like going, I"ll go. If not, home.

The singing sea~ The talking treeees~

2005 is just around the corner and I have not made any new year's resolutions yet. I think I should make one this time. Some are already a work in progress.

I actually had cheap but oh so delicious sex food last night and this evening. It's basically McDonald's Sundae Cone Twist (vanila and chocolate flavour) with Choco Top. Actually, last night I wanted to eat Baskin Robbin's but pay's not out yet. Today? Pay's already out, but just felt like eating again and no Baskin Robbin's in sight.

There are actually people who do not know what's The Phantom of the Opera??! -_-". But who am I to judge people. I used to have not heard of the band F.I.R. "Fur?". Okay, people who dunno what's it, people who's not free and people who's too far away to watch with me. Hhmmm, how about...? Maybe...? Neh? >)

Just read a few posts of a friend's ejournal and articles. Simple, beautiful and deep. This is one of the reason why I love reading people's blogs. It's in Chinese though.

Life is just a dream you know, it's never ending~ I'm ascending~

I was hoping to put two more posts up but it's getting late. Sorry, Mrs. Wang Lee Hom. Guess I would have to answer your question another time. Adios.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Sin City The Movie Trailer

Based on Frank Miller's comic of the same name. Finally saw the trailer. Can't wait. Bet it will be banned here. Nevermind, there's always the DVD.

Sin City Trailer

Edit:

I think it's going to be great. It's filmed in black and white, just like the comic, and occasionally only a few things are in colour. Directed by Robert Rodriguez. Yup, the same guy who did the El Mariachi trilogy. El-what? The El Mariachi trilogy consists of El Mariachi, Desperado and Once Upon A Time In Mexico.

Based on Frank Miller's comic, the movie if not mistaken, would be an anthology of stories. 3, again if not mistaken. Basically, if memory serves, the movie will be an adaptation of The Hard Goodbye, That Yellow Bastard, and A Dame To Kill For. Hhmm, maybe they would fit in another with Family Values?

Don't Think I Have The Mood To Blog Tonight.

Have some things to blog. Like what I've found and bought. Mrs. Wang Lee Hom *cough* even gave me a great topic to blog, though I get headaches just by thinking about it.

Heard that there would be some more aftershocks of the quake tonight. Made a phone call just to make sure. Still worried though. :(

Browse through my blog this morning. Found something disturbing. A link. Perhaps a coincident. Perhaps I am seeing more vivid "patterns". I better just listen to my CDs.... keep my mind off things. Turn the volume up. Don't want to jinx things to a even worst situation. Somebody knock me out or something.

22,000

That's what Yahoo! News reported.


...............

Monday, December 27, 2004

7,000

Wow, the earthquake's really bad. 7,000 people died. T_T


................

Ah Damn! I Need To Call Her!!!!!

Just found out that there are aftershocks at Penang and SP!!! @_@

Edit
Ahh, Hahah, glad she's ok. Though kinda late to call since the aftershocks were during the day time. -_-"

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Sidebar Updated: Contacts.

I love to chat. Even while working, even when I am very busy. It breaks the monotonous of the job. God bless Internet access at office!!

Hope I won't regret putting them up. Now, only if we can get anime....

It's Been Ages Since I've Turned On My ICQ.

And the first message that pop up was from Ex NO.3. "I'm on now :). But just for a while."

It was a reply to my message when she smsed me that night. I asked her whether she's on, cuz it was quite a hassle to "chat" by sms.

I wonder how she's doing now... packing my stuff to return to me? Maybe not yet ler, like me she too can procastinate damn well. LOL! :P Okay lah, maybe not as good.

Sometimes....

You think you can just share the good things, the bad, happy, sad or even just thoughts with others.

Not to say people do not appreciate it, but people might take it differently. It had happened before, and I can't beleive it's happening again. Stupid me.

Kawa, You Blew It!!!

Keep your negative thoughts to yourself!! Why can't you keep your mouth (and itchy fingers) shut?!

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Hhmm, This Is The Third Time...

That Kar Cher asks me whether me and so and so are dating. Told her no, asked her who say one and she just kept quiet.

What's going on?? Rumour's spreading or is it just her? Aah, don't give a shit. Whenever I'm close to a female friend, people would think we are either dating or I have feelings for the friend. -_-"

Can't have a female good friend? I usually mix with girls more than guys some more.

Xmas Eve

hmm nothing much. Just went to KLCC again after work. Alot of people wo. X|

Scouring around to find some sex food. Went to New Zealand Natural. Thought of eating their ice cream. Then saw they have this ice blended coffee base with nuts, cream and stuff. Looks interesting. About RM 14 for the regular cup. I chose the Chocolate flavoured version called Chocololo. Taste good, but lack sex food orgasm. What the hell is a "lolo" anyway?

Went to the usual places, blahblah but linger at Kinokuniya for quite some time. Bought these:


Midori no Hibi vol. 3 and 4. Damn, I'm too hooked on this title. During one of my afternoon naps today, I dreamt that I woke up and found my left hand turned into a cute girl. She said "Hi" to me and I screamed (not girly scream lah).

Wanted to try some other titles like... Bleach. Bleach, from the synopsis at the back of the English translated manga sounds interesting. Fight evil spirits.

This year's Xmas themed stuff sure sucks. Not as cute as last year's. No wonder so hard to find gifts. But then again, besides Ex no.3, I think I seldom buy Xmas gifts for people. People also didn't give me... *scratch scratch*

Before I go home, went to the Tamiya shop just for the heck of it. Just want to check out some diecast cars, but the ones here usually are of low quality. But ah, nothing to do anyway.

Guess what I found? The Back To The Future
(BTTF) Delorean Time Machine!! Last time only found the BTTF Part 3 version, and it's not really the version that I wanted. Price tagged says RM 59.90, but they only charge me RM 47 something. This is truly awesome. Though it's not from some good company like Mattel Hotwheels, Matchbox or even Corgi. Still, where can you find the Delorean Time Machine? Haven't take pics yet, will do and post it up. Awesome, truly awesome. BTTF is one of my all time favourite movies. Didn't catch it in the cinemas (though I did catch the 2nd and 3rd part at the cinemas), only watch it on video tape. Dunno watch how many times, heh... Hey, isn't there a Trilogy Collection on DVD out? :P

After purchasing the Delorean Time Machine, went home. Reached home at around 11. So late. Didn't take dinner until I got back. Take dinner and watch Friends at the same time. Bath, read the mangas and slept with the lights on. Dunno why, just don't feel like switching them off. As long as it's not every night, I guess it's ok.

Merry Xmas!!!

How's your Xmas so far? It's been a very sleepy one. Woke up at 8, then play Ragnarok Online a while and went back to sleep. Woke up for lunch and went back to sleep again.

Haven't got the mood to post about my Xmas Eve yet... even though there's nothing much to it, hahah!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Today's Gift Exchange And Lunch

Hhmm... the more I think about the gift exchange the more I'm disappointed... Ahahah, no lah, I'm just kidding!

The initial plan was to get just 1 gift and we just exchange. Then yesterday last minute Kar Cher (our team lead) decided that it would be more fun to have each person get 3 gifts. Oh and that's not the only last minute thingy that went on. Kar Cher received an email stating that she will be audited by internal auditor today!!! So, she was quite busy, today and yesterday. Busy updating procedure files and all those blahblahblah.

Tai Kar Cher (our manager, I think I need to write one "who's who" post and link it on the side bar) ordered pizza from Pizza Hut to treat us and the auditor (read: bribe) for lunch. The pizzas and the chicken wings side order is suppose to arrive within 50 minutes. But it didn't turn up. Tai Kar Cher says since it's late, it should be free. Though the delivery guy might get into trouble, possibly get fired. Oh no, Spider-Man is going to lose his job again!!

Tai Kar Cher herself called to Pizza Hut and demanded from the outlet manager to have it free. Since the delivery guy showed up after... get this, 2 hours! The delivery guy said he couldn't find the place. Not only that, while pulling out the bag of chicken wings out, instead of holding the top/opening of the bag, he was pulling from the bottom of the bag. So, when it came out, the chicken wings fell on the floor. All of em. Kesian (pity). They couldn't fly.
Anyway, lunch was free.

After lunch, we exchanged our gifts. Check out what I got:



.....

The flower thingy is from Mac. The glass of mayonaise? Hahaha, it's a scented candle. MmMmM~ kinky, oh I mean romantic :P. It's from Kar Cher. Eh, wait! Where's Tai Kar Cher's gift? Well, since we did not inform her about our last minute changes, she only got one. We drew lots and Kar Cher Got it. Aiya, nevermind lah.

Oh! Mac at first did not get any gifts for us. He said when he reached home, he was too tired and slept till morning. So, during lunch time he went out to buy. Hhhmm.. the flower thingy has a tag on it that says "Thinking of you". Is he trying to tell me something??

Hahaha, actually he got us all the same flower except that they are in different colours. Both mine and Tai Kar Cher's has the words "Thinking of you" but Kar Cher's "Have a beautiful day". Kar Cher bought us, both Mac and I candles and something else (I forgot) for Tai Kar Cheh.

Everyone, especially the females were going "ooh so cute!" with my magnets. Heheh, the auditor (yeah she stayed but no gifts for her cuz we didn't know she stayed back after lunch) said I really know how to choose gifts, something that usually guys can't. AAAAHahahah! Pai seh! Last nite I was panicking and even called all the way to Penang to seek for advice. Hahaha!! Luckily found these magnets. But... the compliment, I dunno good or bad. Make me sound girlish. LOL!

If I've not found those magnets, them Xmas snow globes were another option. But they were too cheap-ass looking. Aaa gotta go tomorrow for some really-final-last-minute-sudden-death gifts shopping @_@.

I Didn't Get To Have "SEX" Tonight!!!!

Grrr! Well the food equivalent to sex lah. Ha! Which is, ice cream (to me anyway)!!! Although didn't get to eat that oh so sinful food, I had a sinful dinner though. Heheh, read on!

Let's flashback to Tuesday shall we? Kar Cher suddenly came out with this idea, that everyone get gifts with a budget of RM 10 for everyone (including the Tai Kar Cher, aka our manager) and exchange it on Thursday. I said: "Sure! No problem!!" But boy did I regret saying it. Not that I mind getting gifts for people, just that I am hopeless at choosing gifts for people. Well, if they are people that I know very well, then no problem. But my colleagues.... *big sweatdrop*

So, after work I went to KLCC for a last minute shopping. Decided to take dinner at Burger King!!! Hahaha! That's my sinful dinner. Yeah, I know, there are other good and expensive food, but are they as greasy and fattening as Whopper+Fries+extra mayo? No? Hahahaha!!!

Anyway, after the dinner, wanted to get some ice cream, but alas, was a bit full. And, it's already 8:15p.m. Better haul ass to find the gifts. From Isetan to Parkson, to Kinokuniya, to Memory Lane... can't find anything, well, things that are suitable for my colleagues. Though did spotted a red coloured teddy bear that's sooooo cute at Memory Lane though. Maybe can get that to woo girls.. hahaha.... Actually, when at Kino thought of getting "Management for Dummies" for Tai Kar Cher, but I still want my job.

Went back to Isetan, dilly daly at the toys section.... what the hell am I still doing here??!?! ARGGGH! Better go find something for tomorrow!!! OMG I am sooo screwed!!! Then I walked passed the stationary section and saw these cute lil Xmas themed magnets:



Aren't they cute? And I found this wrapper:



So nice! I've wrapped the magnets up and still left alot. The wrapper is now mine... Muahaha!

After getting the gifts, went back to Kino again for a quick browse of what Chinese translated manga is out. Oooo! Guess what I bought? Midori no Hibi Vol. 1 and 2!!!



Read it, so cute and funny!! Now I gotta watch the anime.

So,.... yeah, was so busy with finding gifts, eventually the time's 10:00p.m.++ Where got ice cream some more lah?? *Sob sob* Next time lah...

Hmmm, kinda rush to write this post... 3:30a.m. is almost here! Better go sleep! Ja!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Pampering Myself

Feel like pampering myself to some sinful food tonight.

What's the food that's equivalent to SEX? Ice cream?? Any ideas?

Ice cream sounds good. Expensive ones. Chocolate ones. MmMMmmmM~ Yummy~

Though The Truth Hurts...

It is still for me to decide if it truly hurts.

Forbidden Siren Game Website.

Impressive site. It makes you live thru the lives of the characters from the game.

One of the characters, when clicked on the computer, as the page switch to the comp screen and the character starts to narates; a pop up would appear as if someone is messaging you thru one of those darn messaging software. (Whew, thank god for punctuations!)

Forbidden Siren is one of those Horror Survival games on PS2. Darn, I want one...

Here's the site:
Forbidden Siren

Read somewhere if you go through all the characters, you would get a cool screensaver. Haven't have time to go through all yet, so I dunno how "cool" it is.

Template

I'm thinking of changing the background template. But I like the format of it, how the posts and side bar are placed.

Maybe I can just modify the colours? Great, more work.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

I Hate To Know Something That I'm Not Suppose To

And especially when they keep warning you not to let others know. Hey, I didn't choose to want to know. You are the one who wants to let us in on the loop.

The continuous warning is pissing me off.

Monday, December 20, 2004

47 minutes to go....

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Sick and Tired,

Just feel so sick, thinking of myself. I'm disappointed, I'm bitter.

Sometimes I regret letting people know that I would always be there for them. By saying that, people take me for granted.

I think it's best not to say anything. Words are just mere empty comfort. Action is the best way to prove oneself. Time will only tell.

I've said to myself that it's ok. But I'm only lying to myself. It's never ok, but why would I want to bring people down with me? It's ok....

Just want to throw up. Just want to let it all out. Just feel so sick. Just feel so tired. Tired of giving any damn. Tired of feeling. Tired of believing. Tired.

Is It Just Me Or Is My RadioBlog Down Again?

Oh well....

RadioBlog Update: L'Arc~en~Ciel's Hitomi no Juunin

New song up. It's L'Arc~en~Ciel's Hitomi no Juunin. One of the best song from the album Smile. Enjoy.

Sandy Lam's Shang Heng

Finally found the MP3. Used to have the cassete but guess what happened to it.

A great song. A great album too.

Why Do I Even Bother?

Why indeed.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Just Got A Hair Cut

Went to that salon at Carrefour. RM 12. Cheap leh! From their price list, it's suppose to be RM 15. But from what Mama told me, RM 12 is promo price. But it's been quite some time. Mama actually went there to cut before. So they recognise her.

Papa went with us. They say I look exactly like Dad. Like from the same Kueh Ka Pek mold.

The girl asked me how I want my hair to be cut. Asked her if layered would look good on me. She said my hair is already layered (What?!). I told her to just cut whatever she like, just as long as it looks good and suitable for me.

So basically she just trimmed it for me. Behind, side.... errr underneath. Looks almost the same, just not so thick. I like it.

Oh my God, what's wrong with me??! 26 and I still blush. I think it's been quite a while... No, more like years since I've let a girl cut my hair X_x. Felt pai seh. I wore specs and have to take em down while cutting. Can't see myself blush but I don't think you need to see to know you are blushing. ARGH, Get a grip!

Want to see my new hair cut? Hmm later lah. Just got out of the shower and it looked kinda fluffy. Later I"ll post pics. Hahaha.. so vain. XD

Not Going To CosMAS '04

Stomach just recovered and still a bit uncomfortable. Don't want to go there and just ermm "hide" in the washroom.

There's always next year.

Friday, December 17, 2004

I'm So Full Of Crap.

Literally. *Urgh!* @__@

Argh! What Happened?

Saw your sms message at around 12. Replied you but there's no reply from you. Called you twice and you didn't pick up. Sent you another message. Maybe you've slept. Made me worried. Should have sense something about it. :(

I think I need to start bring my mobile around again.

Just Finished Watching Full Metal Alchemist

I"ll make this quick. I have something I want to get off my chest.

Today bought the 4th volume of Full Metal Alchemist (FMA) DVD. Finally finish watching it.

The ending... errr, kinda a cop out. But, it's an interesting ending. I wonder how they will take it from here with the upcoming anime movie.

I"ll do a short review/intro to the anime series the next time.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Can A Person Die Of Drowsiness?

Somebody please kill me already!!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Bad Things Happening

Hhmm... Don't think I'm suppose to blog about it. Those who know her, well you know lah, how secretive she can get.

Though she won't be able to read this, but I just want to give her my best wishes and her family will be in my thoughts.

I think I am the only person knows. If you know about it, hush hush. If you know and suspected something... errr hush hush.

Digging

Ripped from www.animelyrics.com

You know my daddy dug gates for his whole life
And he never knew nothing more
Yeah and his daddy done the dig like his old man
Who had dug before the war
And though she couldn't have known till I was born
My poor mama God rest her soul
Like them I come out diggin'

Well I was layin' out wire on number 9
Now when she come down to earth
And she was talkin' real loud
All about she was gonna save the universe
I went and snuck a lil' peek in her blue eyes
And words just aren't enough
She had me off and runnin'

Could it be that I got bored and lonely
Could it be that I'm just dumb and horny
Could it be that Lady Luck has smiled herself on me

She wore rattlesnake boots, a sassy mood
She had me laughin' in my tears
The most beautiful thing, so young and sweet
A little green behind the ears
She took me higher then I ever been
Lord what have I been missin'
Now she is all I'm diggin'

Could it be that I got bored and lonely
Could it be that I'm just old and horny
Could it be that Lady Luck has smiled herself on me

She's smilin' down on me, yeah

Come a little closer
Let me show you how it could be
Spacey little cowgirl
Come a little closer to me
Spacey little cowgirl

Radioblog Update: Diggging

From Cowboy Bebop the Movie: Knocking On Heaven's Door.

Hahah, why this song was picked: Had a conversation with a friend on MSN. She mentioned that one of her friends has joined ** and got paid a bomb for it. I asked her how much does a bomb cost these days, haven't been following. She gave me a figure and I think that's what a bomb cost. She told me the position and thought it sounded like someone I would know so, I asked for a name. She told me the friend haven't joined yet, just accepted by ** and she has a boyfriend already.

Hahahahaha! I asked her "Was it that obvious?" Hahahaha! I swear it was just to know whether the name I've heard of or not. Honest!

That's why. And of course, another obvious reason. ;)

Anyway, this country styled song's lyrics is cute and funny. Enjoy!

"What's Your Name? Sorry, I Can't Retrieve It From My Brain Memory."

Someone, a previous colleague messaged me on Yahoo messenger.

She said she recognised my nick but can't remember my name. Hahah, that's so funny. Probably clearing out her Yahoo contacts?

Anyway, right now she's doing her Masters at UKM and some part time jobs here and there.

Added her into my Friendster list. Yay I now have 16 friends. *rolls eyes LOL* Didn't really get to know her the last time.

Wow, I've just realised I haven't seen her since.... since she quit that previous job. Wonder how she look right now. Fatter? Thinner? Heh. I remember having to run around to support these people due to their stupid DELL pcs (don't buy DELL!). Her's one of the most problematic one. Heheh.

Why suddenly people from my past starts contacting me again ah? So weird.

Hhmm, Enough Of Blues...

Sets the mood a bit too depressing. Let's have something upbeat.

Hhmmm lounge music? See what I can cook up when I get home.

Expect RadioBlog update this evening.

Monday, December 13, 2004

Making Bio-Chemical Warfare

Came back early from work today. Kept going to the washroom to "terrorise" it. Called it quits after lunch.

Got back, went to see doc. Doc wouldn't let me have a two day mc. She was even reluctant to give me an mc for today. What, you think I got any rest today? Dumb shit.

No anti-biotics. Though I feel a bit feverish and the doc said my temperature is maximum of normal, no panadol for me. Don't care, if tomorrow not well yet. I'm going to go look for her.

Of course, I would wish that I feel better tomorrow. *Gurgh!*

Comic Fiesta: Cosplay

Okay, here goes the pics:

Gallery
The National Art Gallery.


Entrance
The entrance. They didn't decorate the place. Only a poster.


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AHHAHA! Check out the Ultraman! Cool!

Group Shot

More Group Shot
You can spot the Fatal Frame 2 twins in this pic.

Now here are the finalists:
Finalists
The big dudette in the blue dress won the Best Female Cosplay and on her left, Best Male Cosplay. Check out Yuna, ain't she sweet?

Finalists
More shots of the finalists. The Female Assassin from Ragnarok Online (RO)!! XD

Finalists
A Priestess from RO!

RO Cosplayers
Ragnarok Offline (Hey, I didn't name them.) won the Best Group Cosplay

RO Cosplayers Again
Here's another shot of them. Mikigoh's cart sure is cute.

Some individual pics I took:
Sailormoon
SAILORMOON! XD I ran around looking for her to take this shot. LOL!

Winry and Edward
Winry and Edward from FMA.


Blurry pics? What do you expect from a 2 megapixel camera lah. Wanted to take more of the invidual pics. But alas, not much space left and the interesting ones were busy playing the Guess The Anime Character Game, Q&A etc.

I sounded harsh in my previous post. I expected to see some US comic characters and art. Might as well call it Anime/Manga/Cosplay Fiesta.

Beleive it or not, I actually enjoyed it. Boy, now I feel old. Thinking of going to the upcoming Cosplay Party.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Comic Fiesta: Meh

Comic Fiesta was "Meh". Might as well call it Anime Cosplay Fiesta. A few booths to show/sell off original artwork. And a couple of booth from Sun Comic and AnimeTech to sell off anime stuff.

Luckily no one went with me. If anyone did, I think they be whining all the way. I took the LRT to KL Sentral, and took the Mono Rail to the Titiwangsa station. Have to walk a bit. Went through some piss/shit stinking underpass just to get to the National Art Gallery.

The costumes were interesting. Some cool ones, the twins as the errr twins from the Fatal Frame 2 game, Roy Mustang (some girl actually cosplay as the Colonel!!!), Yuna, SailorMoon (!!!), some chick with... i dunno, flappy hands for ears, and the funny as hell Ultra(wo)man. Too bad no Lacus Clynne.

Enough lah, nothing really blog worthy. Once I've edited and uploaded the pics, I"ll photo blog it.

SMS With Ex

Ok. I thought it would turn into a mud slinging session but I was wrong.

I manage to not be sarcastic and be diplomatic through out the whole time.

She remembered my Norah Jones CD.

She wanted to return the Classic Piglet with yellow scarf plush to me. I bought that in UK for.... errr for myself. When I brought it back, she loved it. So it was with her all the time. I wanted her to have it. But I'd always joked that I want it back when we break up (then lah). She kept on insisting on returning it to me. Told her to keep it and if she still insist, keep it for me. That shush her up on the Piglet. Or maybe I was being manipulated. >_<

She also wanted to compromise and share some stuff. She replied that I don't sound happy and appologised if it's awkward. For a few minutes there I was just "....". I really dunno what I was feeling. Sad? Angry? I dunno. Just pretty weird. Maybe blue again. Told her it's ok. Told her to keep whatever she wants. I didn't tell her this but some stuff I really jumped through hoops just to get it for her. Running in the rain, travel for miles etc. I didn't do all that just so she can return it to me. Did I do all that just for nothing? She doesn't value what I did for her to get those stuff for her? At least keep it lah.

After the whole splitting the asset thing, we talked about our jobs. She asked me, and I told her I'm no longer with "The Big Green Dude". Now with the **, better pay, shorter hours. She said she's happy for me. She's still with urrmm her current job. Got an increment, but have problems working with her boss. Ahh, it's always with the boss. 4 jobs (or was it 3) and she always complained about her bosses. Maybe it's not her bosses. Maybe it's her? Have she ever wondered about that?

Told her to take care, don't too late take bath. She said she seldom take late baths. Good for her.

I admit, I still care for her. It would be a lie if I do not. When you have loved someone so truly and deeply before, it's hard not to. But it's different now. Care more than a friend, but not more than that. Alright I'm rambling now. I"ll stop.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Oh, By The Way....

I think I got mind....

Ex Just Sent Me An SMS

"Hi, how are you lately? Just want to ask you about my stuff that are still with you..."

Blahblahblahblah... Don't be fooled. The "How are you lately?" is just a conversation opener. Might as well just send "Oi, still alive? My stuff?"

Second SMS did mention that my stuff that are with her and she will return it. She forgot about the money. Ahh, nevermind lah. Let's see what she wants to return to me. I would definitely want my Norah Jones CD. If the stuff that are suppose to be for her, she can just keep it. So you don't want it now, don't have the space and want to dump it back to me?

I could be wrong though. See how it goes. She better not drop by out of the blue and expect me to gather all her stuff and return it to her at that instant.

Looks Like No Teman To Go To The Comic Fiesta.

It's me and my shadows again.

Ahh, my shadow, I can always count on you. ^__^

Friday, December 10, 2004

What Kind Of Soul Are You?





You Are a Visionary Soul





You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul



Shake It Off!!!

Grrrrrrrrr!!


:|

It's That Time Again...

To feel kinda blue.

Yummy Dinner

Mama cooked one of her specialty. Kon Lo Mien. Dunno how to translate it. Some sort of noodle.



Yumm~ Yumm~

Mom looked at me funny taking pic of it though.

Getting Enough Sleep Is Overrated

Slept right after Astro's re-run showing of Friends.

Woke up for a short while at 12 midnite and continue sleeping.

Woke up at 4 a.m. for a sec or two and slept again.

Maybe it's interrupted sleep. Still feel sleepy but not too bad.

Comic Fiesta

Date: 11th and 12th of December 2004 (Saturday & Sunday)
Time: 11am - 6pm
Venue: Balai Seni Lukis Negara (a.k.a. the National Art Gallery)
Admission: FREE!

More info: http://www.comicfiesta.com/

Who's going? I deinitely will go. But, dunno which day yet. Heh.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Craving

Die lah, today keep craving for coffee.. @_@

Hair Today.. Still Here Tomorrow.

Well, last week my barber is off. So didn't get any hair cut.

Just now went to the washroom, looked into the mirror and noticed that it's getting fluffier, fuzzy, thick and wavy.

This weekend must cut.

Posting

Haven't been posting much lately. Just don't want to think of things.

Things right now are... not too complicated. But I'm usually the sort of person that think things to be too complicated. I"ll just let it be. Easier that way.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

The Real Folk Blues

Transalation from www.animelyrics.com

It's too late to cry I love you.
The wind still blowing, my heart still aching

One side of my eyes see tomorrow,
And the other one see yesterday
I hope I could sleep in the cradle of your love, again

Cry for me, somebody, with dry eyes

The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real sorrow
It's not bad a life in the muddy river
If life is once

Hopeless hope, and the chance with traps
What is right, or wrong
It's like both sides of a coin

How long I must live till I release?

The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real pleasure
All that glitters is not gold

*The real folk blues
I just want to feel a real sorrow
It's not bad a life in the muddy river
If life is once

RadioBlog Update: The Real Folk Blues

The ending song for the anime Cowboy Bebop.

Monday, December 06, 2004

Sometimes The Truth Hurts.

Like it or not.

To those who have always been honest to me, thank you.

All The Best And Good Luck!

I will pray to Athena for you.

Boo!!

;)

Sunday, December 05, 2004

AAAAAA!! What The Hell Am I doing?!?

I'm cleaning up some stuff, and I see a friend on, asked him to play Hexic. But he's busy with WarCraft. He invite me anyway so I can play it myself.

Focus damn it, focus!!

No Hair Cut

Today is my barber's off day -_-"

AAAA!!! I Need A Interchangeble CD Tray Changer Stereo Or Something

My comp is in my room and I listen to my CDs with it.

Recently bought all the Mobile Suit Gundam Seed OST 1 to 3. Excellent stuff. Brings back the "feel" of the anime. Have to change CDs kinda spoils it though.

If I get a Stereo and put it in my room, there will be even more EM (Electro Magnetic) radiation in my room. Ahh, live a lil, die a lil.

Another option is encode all of the music into MP3 and play it from hard disk. Die lo my hard disk!!

Whine, bitch moan.

Hair Today....

Need to go and get a hair cut. But lazy to go out. *GACK!*

LaLaLaLaa~

I'm tired, but yet I am happy ^___^

Spell check

Okay I admit, I haven't been using the spell checker or even re-read what I typed for most of the posts lately.

Sue me.

If You Look For Netiquette In The Phone/Address Book, It's Listed At ----> Drain

Anybody still remembers what is "Netiquette"?

From Netiquette Home Page: "Netiquette" is network etiquette, the do's and don'ts of online communication. Netiquette covers both common courtesy online and the informal "rules of the road" of cyberspace.

Apparently alot of people... Heck, almost everyone has forgotten about it!! Why? Probably Internet msging software has become so convenient, by flipping the "status" you can let the person who's talking to you know you are not around, busy or even don't want to listen to them.

Heck, in real life, I can do that too. How do you feel if I just turn my back when you are talking to me? It's so easy to forget that on the other end lies a person too, when you are sitting in front of the idiot machine.

I Can't Find Sh*** At Phamarcies

Someone (you know who you are) recommended me to get Clean and Clear to wash my face.

While at KLCC today, I dropped by Guardian; searched high and low and I couldn't find it.

A friend recommended me to try Biore. Same thing. Where do they hide these things? Or does my "compass" just go screwy whenever I'm in a phamarcy?

On an unrelated topic, found another T.M. Revolution CD at Tower Records. It's his Singles Collection CD. Add that to the "to buy" list.

Damn, I love cake!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Haul!

Today went to KLCC again.

Before even finish preparing, Boo Boo sms me: "I saw you!" (edit a bit, what she called me is errr sorta embarassing).

I looked around... eh, "I'm still at home!! LOL" I sms back.

Hahah, if you think you saw me, this is what I was wearing. Maybe you saw my dopplegangger? Heheh!





Sorry. The above pics I took after I got back, was really tired to set up the mini tripod. So, I just stand in front of the mirror and shoot myself.

Anyway, this is what I bought today


Full Metal Alchemist Characters Collection

A book about all the characters from the anime Full Metal Alchemist (FMA). In Japanese. x_X


Cowboy Bebop: Illustrations - The Wind

A book about all the illustrations on the anime Cowboy Bebop. Bilingual. Yeah, you heard that right!! Bilingual! That means it's in Japanese and English!

I was really trying to make a decision. To buy, or not to buy. It's not cheap. Once I got home I ripped it out of its shrink wrapped prison and open it up to have a look. Beautiful illustrations and it's in bilingual!! Bilingual! I think it's my favourite word of the day.

Also went to SM Shopping Arcade for a quick stop and bought:


Top: FMA Complete Best CD soundtrack - All the opening and ending songs of FMA
Bottom: Mobile Suit Gundam Seed Complete Best CD soundtrack - All the opening and ending plus songs from the anime.

Oh yeah, also bought the latest issue of First Magazine. No pics to show. Came with Kungfu Hustle poster and post cards.

Any babe sightings? Errr hahaah didn't pay much attention. Was walking up and down to decide whether I should get the Cowboy Bebop book. Actually I"ll definitely get it, just thinking should I shell out so much money in one day. Ah, nevermind. It's worth every penny.

I think I should add the words "Cowboy Bebop" to my "Weaknesses" list. You can slap these two words on an underwear and I would still buy it. >_<

Friday, December 03, 2004

Rotten

Felt so rotten today. The last 1 and 1/2 hours of work was so busy. Cases were sitting there. Users kept calling me up to check and chase cases for them. Have to call engineers here and there. Mac busy with EWM's ADM and Kar Cher... God knows what she's busy with.

And the last hour, usually 1 agent would be alone. And this week it's me. I was still busy on the phone. Kar Cher had to go. Mac? "Hey, Mac can yer help me with this email? Just reply to the engineer would do."

"But I've off my pc wor!"

Jeez, "Nevermind".

Tell me why, when I'm on the 9 o'clock shift I come in early to work, if things get too busy; I volunteer to help. NO FRIGGING FTO TO CLAIM! And When I go back at 5 o'clock, I would usually offer and see if anybody needs help. And, Even when I'm suppose to go home at 6, I have to stay back and finish up some cases, and the stupid report (thanks to the Puppet aka "Daddy"!!!). GRRRRRRRRR!!!!

Hopefully, someday.... a voice from above would say "You dumbass!" to me.

Damn Ulcer

Suddenly had ulcer somewhere in the mouth where the mouth and gums meet. Extremely uncomfortable.

Oh and did I mentioned I have dry cough too? Whenever I cough, a friction between the ulcer spot and the gums would be produced and hence "ouch".

Stress ah, stress.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Has The World Gone Nuts?!

Girls commenting me "cute" and "handsome". Are they yanking my chain? Cmon lah, I'm "ok" (still got self esteem) only lah.

And I am "mix"? What the heck!!! Most of the time I get comments that I look "gay" or "Hamsup". "Mix"?!?! Well, a bit lah. According to my dad, my great grand ma is Thai-Chinese. So, 1/5 "mixed"? >_<

Either the world has gone nuts or I am still asleep.


Someone pinch me please?

As Vash the Stampede would say

"Laaabuuu ando Piiiiisu!" (Love and Peace)